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I am a very EMO person . having my 15 life this bloody year . im living in this VERY-SMALL-N-HOT-TOWN. Somehow , i like staying here because its the place the starting of my life n where i got all my frens & family. Lazy is my weakness. Ppl around me thought im perfect. I may bring some disappointment to them. I wish i can go someplace that nobody knows me and live in my own life. I love beach . I miss all my frens , i wont forget the time we spend together. Do enjoy reading my blog

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Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 10:50 PM

Tuition . I place both of my hand on my chin . Tutor saw , he speaks . Hey , are you praying ? Then, me and people all laughing . He speaks again . Are you okay? Are you christian ? After i answer his ques , he speaks for the third time to me . um, ill talk to you later .It end likethis bcz there was no ending and interrupt the class .

I ddint know or imagine that will happen on yest. Mayb g plan that for me bt i wanna call before i saw . HAHHA. guess you wont know what im saying. CICAK sending me 2pm song and all of the tittle are related = = to some thing . everything is start with the W there. YEAH WAIT ! im wondering what will happen when days lost in one second n more. So fast and miserable now. Im lost just like how days go by. :( sad for me. Bt, as days gone , still now accompany me. Of course ill wonder when is the time everyone gone with the time and im all alone :( Anyway, thank you for last night. Caring esp. and Waiting . HAHA. yea w again =.= stop saying that !

To C, K will go back to you on one day. I know youre in pain . Be tough always by your side.




Lies
Tuesday, November 3, 2009, 1:21 PM

Why do we have to lie?

Why do we have to hide?

Just to protect ourselves, brilliant !

It hurts . Really, it does.




Sweet Dreams
Friday, October 30, 2009, 6:10 PM

Now What?
Emily ng had a dream this morning.
She got a very very smalll size baby pig n rabbit
how small? umm palm of the hand ! imagine kay.
How i get them and Where?
I dont know la lol.
I kept both of them to a worker.
Asking her to take care of them as im busy headin to the park.
Im sure that place is not MYTOWN.
but i dont know again where is that place.
I realize the place is so nice n diffferent.
I never been a place likethat before.
The weather is perfect for me.
I dont like rainy days and hot days.
I HATE THEM.
so yea:)
At the end, i think i lost both of them awwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
How come i enjoy bein in my dream more than my life \
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
i miss the pig n rabbit. so cute. :(
am wondering if theres very very small size of pig n rabbit exist in this world :)

p/s : yesterday s a bad day, forget bout it.




Sunday, October 25, 2009, 11:15 PM














Lets Be Happy
12:48 AM

Its time to clean the dust here. Haha. *Fuuuuuuuu. Im so LAZY . Guess where i stick

myself at? where else , house lor. i attend school almost everyday in this week .

Something bad happened in this-so-short-6-days. Thinking too much of non-result

stuff is stupid n not healthy. So everyone , if you have any problems or sad case just

Speak Out. You will feel much more better after that. Or maybe you want me to

counsel you? :) Yea i know im so kind please. {-.-} PEOPLE . Cheer up and live your

life in the best way. We can live no longer . Opss. Fren telling newspaper , scientist

announced 2012 may be the end of the world. I have no idea bout it but i know

believe or not its up to you and us right. Nobody No one knows when is the day and

year end of the world. Classmates joke around bout this in class how can it ends so

fast until they have so-lots-of-imagining-stuff they haven done yet. Yeah ! The most

easy solution way : Im young yet old. think like this even youure a kid, teen, adult,

granny. We have this thing -"recycle" . So we do have this in Human Being too. Ppl

come and leave. Live or Die. There is person who is younger or older than you . No

matter what age you are. This is the fact. I may understand how things go right now. Thanks to
frens & family & you .

- you know i dont deserve it .




WELCOME TO FUTURISTIC ZONE - 2010
Friday, October 9, 2009, 11:09 PM




Saturday, October 3, 2009, 10:31 PM

i have so much to think of. Why and What? Haha i dont know maybe i like to stress myself. Today is mooncake festival. i ate one quater of one piece Mooncake. hmmm. guess what. last night aint a good night.Because something pops out. today is more worse. AHAAHAHHAHAHA. someone told me blog would help me. NO I dont Think so. It doesnt help. lol cause this is not what i aim for. actually i dont know what im aim-ing. yare yare. I just want to slow everything down. Get what i want. Chill. Get some real frens n hope they listen to my words. talks to me truely. But the last, i want to leave for awhile. To visit n know more how the world out there looks like. Im still small to dream of that. LOL. as i have such dream right. Im too tired to live here. You will know what im talking about if ure my close frens. Maybe leave aint a bad thing. I can see through lies, faces. Im weak that i dont want to accept it. In the other way, i realise bout real and facts. Sometimes it kills n rash , they guide you to grow. HMm. i dont know why im still here. exam is reaching and im stucking myself here. i had enough rest. . . .i cant stop myself from resting.i wish u could hear what i want to tell. theres no any chances to do such thing. Its just too little too late. what i can do now is. Blink my eyes and see whats gonna happen next.